Thats what friends are for <3...
You are my one and only and true love anyway...the only person I am that sure about everything ..if I wont make it with you I ll never make it...-.-
You are so important to me, theres no other person except of you I would tell that much about myself..I am always scared to really open my heart but u have something around you that it makes it so easy to just be myself and I have never been myself before I came to Finland last year and get to know all those people who mean so much to me right now...including you
I am so happy that we talked about all those things which went wrong before...and I guess it really has been me making our relationship more problematic...I am so sorry I can just tell you ...
So all in all I just want to say "kiitoksia" to all of you who are always there when I need you...^^
Nowadays I am so full with secrets thoughts and doubts that it seems t be hard to breath sometimes..and its always u let me keep on breathing and at least give hope to me ^_____^
Thank you *rakkaus*
nadine (11.2.08 01:25)
ja fuck ich habs jez gelesen ... und es ist toll und schön und mir laufen grad die tränen -.- *flemm* und du bist nebenan in der küche und machtest die tür zu und willst wohl allein sein oder so -.- aber ich mag nicht wenn du von mir weggehst, weil ich ohne dich doch nix bin...gar nix....selbst wenn es nur für ein paar minuten ist...ich lieb dich doch auch schatzi, so sehr...so verdammt sehr....
Anne (13.2.08 19:19)
I could cry as well right now.
I don't know whether you even know just HOW much this meant to me ... that certain conversation ...
You've said it completely out of context. And I couldn't do anything else than kiss your cheek to show you how much that meant to me ... and what it meant for the both of us ... for the three of us ^^
I was so damn scared before Finland. Mainly because I really liked you, actually, and didn't know how I should act ... or would ... and how you would act.
I was still sceptical on the first day. Mainly because I was so nervous. Like ... pretending like nothing happened. That was ... so weird.
And then you've said this ... and we talked about it some hours later at the bus station.
And from then on, we even laughed about it ... made jokes ... and it was just ... it's. It's been so perfect. I mean, it couldn't have been any better, could it? ^^
So. Again. Thank you so much for this.
And ... I actually hate that we can't spend some time together as well. I would have loved to be there as well on Alina's birthday or on any other occasion that you three meet. I miss you girls. I really do. It was just ... such a fun time. It ... yeah ... *speechless*
<3 <3 *bighug* ... *kissonthecheek*